Thursday, April 12, 2012
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I hate it when we fight. I hate it when when we both don't understand each other. I hate it. I do hate it. A lot.
Every night, or even everyday all I want is to cry. Pushed myself to let everything go. I tried. I stopped worrying about you.
Even though I stopped worrying, you're always in my mind. Kept me missing you all the time. And every second when I'm alone, I needed you. You have no clue of how much I needed you.
You thought we were happy but the truth is, we're not.
I always feel alone.
But I don't care anymore. If it is what it is, then it is. Nothing I say changes anything.
I care about you. Too much. Always have, always will.
But you will never know that. You don't even see that. You saw the obvious but you understand why I did it.
I wanted to give up. I really did.
You don't feel up my emptiness, you don't feel my loneliness. You don't understand.
Because of you, I don't mind being tired. I really really need you to be with me for one real moment.
So please, all I wanted was you. That's it (':